I WAS a No voter. Having been incredibly impassioned by the issues surrounding the referendum, and despite feeling that a break away from the UK might come with many positive outcomes, I felt that Alex Salmond was not specific enough with the economic policy and how we would fare without Westminster’s funding, further intensified by seeing John Curtice deliver his own bipartisan analysis at a youth politics evening.

It was a very difficult time for Scotland, and I have certainly had to argue my case many times. It certainly seemed I was heartless in my decision to vote No. It was a divisive and politically charged time and I was working the Edinburgh Fringe festival. I went on a (terrible) Tinder date that turned particularly ugly when he found out I was a No voter.

I had never experienced such a polarising political event in such a real way before!

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I have always felt having Scottish-centric representation within Westminster has been important and certainly devolution has proved positive, but ultimately, I felt that the water was too murky, especially with regards to the economic plan, in order to confidently vote Yes. At this time, I was fresh out of School and just finding my feet in terms of my political leanings and still needed to have confidence in Salmond to vote yes, a confidence which I ultimately did not have.

Following the 2016 EU referendum, this forced me to reconsider my choice. Scotland wanted to remain (in fact, a major part of why I voted No initially, in case it threatened our position within the EU) and obviously the fact that we are now having to leave seems incredibly unfair.

Having lived and taught on the Isle of Wight since 2017, I have realised that Scottish society has a lot in place which I would otherwise take for granted. Free prescriptions, better education funding, a much better and more efficient health care system comparative to England. I have developed a pride in being Scottish, born out of the fact that for the first time in my life, it is a defining characteristic.

I regularly express my desire to be back in Scotland when the time comes to have a family. The issues that in 2014 were so easily rationalised have become unequivocally entangled with my heart.

Being so far away has made me realise that ultimately, what Scotland prioritises for its people is, in a very real and tangible every-day way, incredibly different from England. If ever we had a second referendum, I would seriously consider voting Yes.